Tuesday, September 15
Saturday, September 5
Friday, September 4
Like I said...
Tuesday, September 1
AAAH!
Tuesday, August 25
Some pics
Bad day!
Sunday, August 23
Saturday, August 22
Life's good.
Jaina went with us and SO many people think she's the most precious thing they have ever seen. I think I'll have to agree! :)
Tuesday, August 4
Saturday, August 1
Wednesday, July 29
Happy 1/2 Birthday Jaina!
Monday, July 13
Guess what?
Saturday, July 11
I'm so ready for bed
Kara is staying the night tonight. We just got back from swimming (my friend is in Florida and she said we can use her pool while they're gone!). It's seriously bed time now since I can't stay awake long enough to type this...
Friday, July 10
Flat tire
My grandpa had his dye test/procedure today. One artery was 90% blocked and another they just said was partially blocked, so they put in 2 stints. He will not have to have any kind of bypass surgery and he should be able to go home tomorrow morning!
Thursday, July 9
Ummm...
SO...
I forgot to put that I took Jaina to the doctor on Monday when she was sick. She weighs 15 pounds, 4 oz. She has a cold, the drainage from the cold is giving her diarrhea, and I'm assuming it's the diarrhea that is giving her a diaper rash (which, by the way, is a yeast infection and we did get a prescription cream for it). She seems to be almost back to normal now, except for a little runny nose and the rash (which is slowly getting better).
My grandpa's in the hospital. He woke up during the night last night having chest pains. When they took his blood pressure it was 200/180 (at least that's what my mom said) so they went to the ER. By the time my mom got to the hospital it had gone down, but they sent him to Baptist to have a dye test done tomorrow. If he has a problem that can be fixed with a stint or balloon they will fix it then. If they decide he needs a bypass they will schedule it after the test.
Wednesday, July 8
Poor baby!
Friday, June 26
If I don't update...
Jaina is interested in the Little Mermaid for a few minutes (instead of screaming), so I get some time on the computer!!!
We have no teeth yet, but they are on their way! Jaina has figured out how to sit up on her own. She can't do it for more than a few minutes by herself, but she's getting there. I hear a little fussy baby...
Wednesday, June 17
I'll do better!
OK, I have to leave for work NOW if I'm going to get there on time. At least there's no school traffic.
Saturday, June 6
Can't think of a name.
My mom wants to put Jaina in the Brickfest pageant. We'll see. I don't even know when Brickfest is! Isn't it usually in June? I'm sure she would win... she's too cute not to!!!!! I'm sure all parents think that about their kids.
That's all I can think of. Pretty lame, huh?
My finger hurts :(
I HATE ANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 4
Update
Jaina had her 4 month appointment last week. She's perfect! No more "slightly flat head on one side." She's in the 47th percentile on weight and the 88th percentile on height. I can't remember head circumference, but I think it's close to 40th percentile.
That's about all you get for now, since I have to leave for work in 5 minutes!
Oh, and I can't find my camera, so let me know if you know where it is.
Saturday, May 23
Change...
Plans for the weekend
Lets see....
Today: nothing for the rest of the day. Go home and love being with my family. I might make a Kroger trip, but not sure.
Tomorrow: Church, watch Kimberly's kids (her girls are 3 and 9... I'm gonna have so much fun with them!) while she goes to a funeral, leave from her house to be in Malvern in time for evening services, spend Sunday night with my mom.
Monday: Who knows where the day will take me?
This is TENTATIVE. If my mom decides to come over tonight (which she may or may not... we just talked about it) I'll probably get to have a lazy weekend instead of one crammed with something every minute of every day.
Why?
This makes me think about the sermon I posted about Sunday. Sometimes there are just no words to console family members and friends when things like this happens. All you can do is just be there for them and cry with them.
Friday, May 22
Ahem...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JAINA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOUUUUUUUUUU!
Jaina is four months old!!!
A new milestone
Wednesday, May 20
American Idol
Tuesday, May 19
AAAH!
I have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow. It's probably just allergy problems, but I can't afford to get sick. I may as well take advantage of having met my total out-of-pocket expenses for the year by February. Having a baby and then an MRI will do that! I have the morning off tomorrow (have to work Saturday) so if I feel like it I'm going to take Jaina around and show her off to everyone!
Sunday, May 17
I swear she's not mine.
*yawn*
We've started having a ladies' Bible study every other week on Sunday nights before services. I had to miss the last one because SOMEONE (I'm sure you'll never guess who) had been crying for about 5 hours straight and I just couldn't deal with her. I have it ordered on CD and I've heard it was a really good one.
Chrystal, we got the pictures. They are adorable!!! I love the one with the baby piano. They're goin' on the fridge as we speak... and I literally just got up and put them on the fridge with a bunch of pink "sweet little girl" and "adorable" magnets! LOL!!!
OK, well I'm off to make a pot of coffee to get me through the afternoon!!!
Saturday, May 16
As if I don't have enough to keep me busy...
Jaina got her ears pierced! It's the most adorable thing ever! By the time we even got out of the stor and into the mall she had completely forgotten about it. She slept fine last night. She went to bed around 10 and slept until 9 this morning... and the only reason she got up then is because I woke her up! I've not had a chance to sleep a little late (past 6AM) in probably a couple of months! It was nice.
Here's a picture of the earrings, taken with my phone.
Friday, May 15
So much to say!
I got paid today! That means the bills are paid! This May has 5 Fridays so we managed to get paid 3 times this month. WooHOO!
I have an appointment to get my nails done at 11:30 today and an appointment next Tuesday to get my hair cut. I haven’t had a hair cut in probably 3 months. It’s getting to the point of me wearing it in a pony-tail every day because I can’t do anything with it and it takes me 20 minutes to blow dry it. I’m thinking about buying a box of color (actually it takes 2 for my hair) and coloring my hair this weekend. The red I put in it a couple of months ago has pretty much worn off but I really liked the color.
We’re getting Jaina’s ears pierced tonight. My mom is going to meet in Little Rock to get it done. I think Brenda may be going with us. And for all of you who think it’s just WRONG to pierce a baby’s ears… Mine were done when I was too little to remember and I have never regretted it. Now I’m trying to decide if I should get her birthstone (garnet), pink, or diamonds. I’ll probably go with little fake diamonds. I’m pretty excited about this, can’t you tell?
Friday, May 8
Wednesday, May 6
AAAH!!!
Wednesday, April 29
Jaina
Jaina was a little stinker last night. We watched American Idol and the show that comes on after it (can’t remember the name… some FBI drama or something). I put her to bed around 9 and she was still awake and started fussing around 10 when I went to bed. Greg took care of her for a while so I could sleep. She fell asleep again around midnight and woke up when he put her in her bed. He ended up sleeping on the couch and she slept in her swing. I woke her up around 6 and fed her. She didn’t even make it through the whole bottle before falling back asleep! I usually have no problems putting her to bed (except her fighting sleep) so I don’t know what was up last night. I guess we all have bad days once in a while!
I have a headache today… must be the pollen. I’m soooo tired of having year-round allergy problems! They started when I was a freshman in college… so almost 6 years ago? I can’t imagine how bad my allergies would be if I didn’t take a Zyrtec every morning to head it off! I’m going to HAVE to start working out. I know I would feel so much better and have so much energy during the day. I just don’t want to. I’ve been feeling way too lazy.
This whole swine flu thing is freaking me out! It’s really scary that there has been one death now in the US , especially since it was a baby that died. There has been 16 confirmed cases in Texas , and that’s not very far away. I had this little girl come into the bank a couple of days ago with her mother. She coughed and hacked ALL OVER ME AND MY DESK!!! She also had cold sores all over her mouth. She was being so rude about it that her mother had to leave. I made a point to change clothes and wash all the way up to my elbows and use hand sanitizer before I held Jaina when I got home. Two different people yesterday told me they heard on the news that over 50 cases in Arkansas had been confirmed, but the CDC website lists none in Arkansas . I’m sure they just heard wrong or something. I’m kinda second guessing taking Jaina to Toad Suck this weekend. I really don’t want to take the chance of her getting anything. I may go ahead and take her if it hasn’t spread to Arkansas . I will just be super careful to not let anyone touch her.
Speaking of letting people touch and hold my child… This random Applebee’s server came by our table the other day when we were in Fort Smith and wanted to hold Jaina. That didn’t happen. Thankfully, she asked first and understood and didn’t push it when I just kind of gave her a “are you serious?!?” look combined with the inability (she caught me off guard) to make the words come out of my mouth to say, “Sorry, I don’t let random 18 year old strangers with dirty hands touch my child. I’m a little weird about stuff like that.” I have worked in food service and I know those people do not wash their hands as often as they should (sorry, Brenda, but it’s very true!).
My mom is coming tonight. She has something at UCA either today or tomorrow so she wants to stay the night. Woo hoo!
Cleaning
I’m making a new cleaning schedule for myself so I don’t completely let my house go just because there are not enough hours in a day.
Sunday- Get trash ready for next morning
Monday- Clean the bathrooms (toilets, AND sink, AND bathtub)
Tuesday- Sweep and mop
Wednesday- NOTHING because there is NO TIME!!!
Thursday- Dust and vacuum
This way I don’t have to do anything but basic picking up after myself on the weekends. I am trying so hard to schedule things (like this and meals) so my days will go smoother!
Saturday, April 25
Road Trip!
Right now Jaina is sitting in her Bumbo watching The Little Mermaid. She's giggling at it every once in a while. She pretty much likes anything on TV. It's about bed time though, so better go take care of my child!
Friday, April 24
Well, I was going to blog.
We had some people over tonight. They didn't go home until after my bed time, but that's OK because we had fun! Jaina went to sleep about the time they got here. This blog (I actually wrote "bed" in place of "blog" and then had to go back and change it) is probably incoherent because I'm sleepy, so if you don't understand me, just ignore it and go about your business.
OK, going to bed for real now.
Nighty night.
Thursday, April 23
Awesome Mom
Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried...
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down...
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom...
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.
The love of family & friends makes life beautiful.
Wednesday, April 22
Hmmm...
I got home from the lock-in about 5:45 Saturday morning, just in time for me to feed Jaina. Then Greg let us (me and Jordan) sleep until around noon. Jaina pretty much refused to go to sleep until after 2:00 Sunday morning and THEN wanted to eat about 4:30. So her mommy was a little cranky! I got a nap Sunday afternoon…ended up falling asleep on the couch with Jaina around 1:00 and sleeping until after 6! Neither one of us stirred the entire time. Of course I didn’t plan it that way, but I ended up missing evening services. I just assume that if I fall asleep, I will wake up a couple of hours later. I guess one day I will learn! Then Jaina did the same thing Sunday night and wouldn’t go to sleep until around 1:00. Last night she was back in her routine, though. She slept from 9:00 last night until 5:30 this morning.
I’ve just started making my menus by the week. I’ll make a menu, then make a grocery list and only buy what I need to cook those things. It actually worked out really well for me this week. I try to keep in mind what all will be going on that night. That way it’s not Wednesday night and I only have a couple of hours to figure out what I’m going to cook, cook it, eat it, and get all of us ready for church. Greg was supposed to put some chicken in the crock-pot earlier so we can have chicken tacos tonight and then Mexican Chicken casserole tomorrow night with the leftovers. I hope he didn’t forget!!! If so, he’ll have to eat a sandwich!
I lost ½ pound this week… so 4 pounds in 3 weeks. I know that’s not bad. Good, actually. I’m just getting impatient!!!! I can tell my rings aren’t as hard to get off. I assume it is because I’m not drinking any cokes and drinking LOTS of water (and peeing every 30 minutes. No, I’m not pregnant. Don’t even ask).
On a side note, MY DAUGHTER IS SO CUTE! Last night I was tickling her and she was giggling and it was the CUTEST thing ever. I got the camcorder out and recorded it, but she was starting to get a little bored with it. If I can figure out how, I will post it later.
From Jaina
Thank you so much for the package! I just love getting mail! The mail man even brought it all the way to the door. He rang the door bell and it woke me up, but that’s ok because I like to get new clothes!!! I especially like the ones with Nemo on them. That is one of my favorite movies!
Love,
Jaina
Friday, April 17
I'm a smart one...
I volunteered myself to chaperone a lock-in tonight. It's from 10PM to 5Am. Some people from the Church started a prom-alternative thingy called "banquet." All the kids dress up in their formals and go to banquet and the lock-in afterwards. Jordan is coming with me. I was going to take Jaina, but decided to put her down right before I leave and just *maybe* she will sleep until I get home. That's about how long she has been sleeping the past 2 or 3 weeks. I would really rather not mess up her sleep schedule now.
I'm going to take a book. I still have a couple from Christmas I haven't had time to read yet!
IT'S PAYDAY!!!
Jaina woke up at 4:30 this morning, so I actually ended up getting more sleep than usual. She finished off her bottle in about 10 minutes and went straight back to sleep, so I went back to bed and slept until about 6:45! I still somehow managed to get to work a couple of minutes early. I have no idea how!
Jaina rolled from her belly to her back last night. I’m pretty sure it was a fluke because I couldn’t get her to do it again. She definitely has the back-to-belly thing down, though. She likes to sleep on her side now, which makes me feel a little bit better. I did not like her sleeping on her belly. I guess it is mostly just because people say that babies are not supposed to sleep on their bellies. At least I know she can raise her head. She’s pretty much been doing that since she was born.
The diet is going great. I’ve lost 3 ½ pounds in 2 weeks, so that’s a healthy pace. It’s really not that bad. The “buddy system” makes it so much easier, at least for me. The hardest part is trying to decide if that cookie (actually, I can’t eat just one, so it would be more like 10 cookies!!!) is really worth not losing anything this week… I am working hard and it’s starting to pay off!
Thursday, April 16
*yawn*
Can.
Not.
Stay.
Awake.
Seriously, I can not stay awake and I can’t really focus on anything. It’s driving me crazy!!!
Poor Jaina was so cranky last night after being passed around all day! She was screaming at the top of her lungs for about half of church services last night. Maybe not, but at least it seemed that way.
Wednesday, April 15
Busy Day
I’m a little confused. My granny told me we were singing one song and told Jordan we were singing two, so the second one I haven’t practiced. Then she wants us to “lead” Amazing Grace with organ music. I probably won’t be able to even sing it with the organ. I guess we’ll just ask them to join us in singing Amazing Grace and do the best we can!
Greg has a migraine today, so I somehow have to figure out how to leave work at 10, get home, feed Jaina, dress Jaina, finish getting the diaper bag ready (luckily it’s still ready from yesterday when we had to go somewhere), and leave by 11. We will see what happens. I really hope Jaina is still asleep from when I put her back to bed this morning. I hope Greg didn’t have to get out of bed to take care of her because I’ve had migraines before and I KNOW how bad they are for him.
Tuesday, April 14
Toad Suck!
Monday, April 13
The weekend
I'm Jealous!!!
Thursday, April 9
We went to the Gospel Meeting on Prince Street tonight. It was Ok. He didn't preach too long and Jaina was only a little cranky. It did kind of remind me of why I worship at Highway 65 instead of there, though! At least when I had to go back to the nursery the ladies weren't talking and I could still pay attention to the sermon.
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I think Jaina is starting to teeth. She is drooling a LOT and chews on everything she can put in her mouth... her hands and clothes mostly.
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I had a very hectic day at work. I had so much weird stuff that took hours to do and I have a pile on my desk to work on first thing in the morning. I hate leaving work for the next day. I like to start the day with a clean desk.
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Off to bed now.
Wednesday, April 8
Yay!
Craziness!
Wednesday nights are always hectic. I’ve got 1 hour and 45 minutes to get home, cook, eat, feed Jaina, dress myself, dress Jaina, get the diaper bag ready, and leave for Church. Greg made spaghetti so at least I don’t have to worry about cooking tonight. Tomorrow night will be just as hectic because we’re going to the Gospel Meeting on Prince Street. I don’t know how single moms do it! I would be so crazy without my husband to help me!
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My morning started early today… at 5:00!! I heard Jaina wake up, cry a couple of times, and go back to sleep. I assume she was actually hungry, but she has too much of her daddy in her and did not want to wake up enough to eat! I woke her up, fed her, played with her for a few minutes, and then put her back to bed. She had a long day yesterday so she slept late this morning. Overall today went so much better for me than yesterday. I got up early enough to spend some time with little bit, have some time to myself (and have coffee), and not be rushed to make it to work a little early.
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I'm glad Jaina was not cranky tonight for church. I really don’t like having to take her back to the nursery. The ladies in there with their babies like to talk and I can’t hear the lesson or sermon. If they aren’t talking, they are all trying to get their babies to go to sleep and have the light off and the speakers turned down. I can handle the light off, but I would like to be able to hear!
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Good news! My friend, Candace, and I are having weekly weigh-ins and whoever loses the least amount of weight has to take the other out to lunch. I lost more than her this week, so she took me to Subway for lunch. I only lost 1 pound, but at least it’s a start! I’ve been drinking a ton of water/Crystal Light and counting calories. And by that I mean writing down every single thing I eat… no matter how minute. It kind of makes me think before I eat something because I know I’ll have to put it down on paper.
Tuesday, April 7
I guess I'll blog.
I'm tired. Going to bed soon. Nighty night!
Monday, April 6
Stuff and Things
We had a busy weekend! Friday night I met Jordan and Chris in Little Rock and they took me out to eat. Jordan rode home with me to spend the night. Then Saturday morning, Brenda and Ruben showed up to help Greg with the yard and play with Jaina. Jordan and I cooked tacos for lunch! My mom came up Saturday afternoon and we all went to Russellville to watch RC perform in a Dinner Theatre production. I really enjoyed it and Jaina was a perfect little baby the entire show! She loves pretty much anything musical. She didn’t really like one of the performances that had some shouting and it startled her when we would clap, but she did not cry the entire time. Mom stayed the night Saturday night and went to church with us Sunday. We went to Mike’s Place for lunch (I’d never been there before, but it was awesome!). We all took a nap Sunday afternoon, then off to church again and potluck afterwards (of course, I totally blew my diet!). I didn’t get any alone time with Jaina until last night, and as soon as I picked her up she fussed for a few minutes and went sound to sleep… Sometimes I wish I was as peaceful as a baby!
I am so blessed! Jaina has slept through the night (by that I mean anywhere from 7 to 10 hours) every night for a week now. We absolutely can not keep her from rolling over! She’s really figured it out now. Every time I check on her during the night, she’s rolled over to her belly so I’ve just given up on getting her to sleep on her back. If she’s strong enough to roll over, she’s strong enough to move her head around in her crib. We decided that since she is rolling over, she has to sleep in her own room all the time now. She was sleeping about half in her room and half in the pack-n-play in our bedroom. We’re moving the play pen into the kitchen tonight when I get home so I’m not tempted to just put her there during the night so I can watch her sleep!
So far (since Wednesday) I’ve lost 2 pounds! I’m sure most of it is from drinking a lot of water. I am still 7 pounds above my pre-pregnancy weight. I’m excited about trying to lose weight. I really want to be healthy. I plan on making a weight loss blog, mainly like a food/exercise journal for my own benefit. I will post a link as soon as I do.

































